<angst>

Okay so I'm really upset cuz life is pretty angsty right now...and I really dont LIKE angsty.

Guys, girls, close friends, distant friends, people I like, people I don't like...everyone adds to the angst in some way (including me)... I'm just tired of it (again). I dunno, too much drama happens to me and I don't know why. Too many conflicting emotions and all.... sorry I really can't get any more specific. Say one problem out loud, someone reads it, and now you have a million other problems.

Blah and mother is only making it worse by being RETARDED.....grrrrr....

On an unrelated note...I realize I really like hugs... not like girly meaningless hugs, but I mean like...extended, long, and comforting hugs. I almost feel like I live off them these days.... its a really weird turn in my personal preference, but meh. Also, I use too many of these "..." and too many alsos, anddd too many parenthetical statements. Haha, oh well?

On another note...I realize I care a lot more for my friends now than I ever have before. Like I get extra worried when friends are upset or acting strange. I used to not even notice let alone care too much... now its like the most important thing to me. I suppose thats a good thing tho... haha more of that beautiful ellipsis!

Bleh I should probably do homework now...oh yeah and I really did pass out last night while texting, funny that :P