So today Mark finally gave me an answer on if he liked me or not... and of course as I'd always thought it was a definite NO... I mean I guess this solves a lot of issues, plus now I don't have to worry about anyone but Ian *heart*
I mean of course I'm going to be really sad for a week-ish...but I guess I'll move on faster than I normally would because I has my amazing male friends who make me happy inside :D
Sorry I haven't been blogging often.... life is too complicated to type about, also I've been really really busy
Also, I feel like I only liked Mark for his looks.... so its a really good thing he doesn't like me....
Back to chem homework
Monday, September 28, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Phones phones everywhere, but not a one to use...
So Virgin Mobile screwed up my plan for the third time, costing mother upwards of a few hundred dollars by now...so I heard her talking and it seems we're going to switch to another plan by one month's time (when my plan runs out). YEAY, lol...
Although this is really annoying cuz now I lose all the pictures and texts saved on this phone...plus I have to get used to a whole new phone -_-
Anyway, so as of yesterday I went vegetarian again...yes again, cuz I'm a horrible person. This time I'm more serious than last. Last time it was more, YEAY LETS DO IT *jumps into it* That did not work of course. This time I've spent more time planning it out and getting ready and forcing myself to enjoy vegetables and stuff, lol....
What else? I dunno...I'm going to hang with Ian this weekend, so I'm really excited. Also, its homecoming dance...which I don't have a date to yet?!?! Uh oh, we'll work on that, lol....
Um I'm too busy organizing my techno into club and trance...lol this is going to take hours <3
Although this is really annoying cuz now I lose all the pictures and texts saved on this phone...plus I have to get used to a whole new phone -_-
Anyway, so as of yesterday I went vegetarian again...yes again, cuz I'm a horrible person. This time I'm more serious than last. Last time it was more, YEAY LETS DO IT *jumps into it* That did not work of course. This time I've spent more time planning it out and getting ready and forcing myself to enjoy vegetables and stuff, lol....
What else? I dunno...I'm going to hang with Ian this weekend, so I'm really excited. Also, its homecoming dance...which I don't have a date to yet?!?! Uh oh, we'll work on that, lol....
Um I'm too busy organizing my techno into club and trance...lol this is going to take hours <3
Sunday, September 20, 2009
I'm lazzzy
So a lot as happened but I feel so laaazy I don't want to write, haha.
Anyway so yesterday was Larkfest... holy crap that was a LOT of fun! I went last year, but this year tops last year, although last year was when I got all chummy chummy with Seth. Then again, this year I got all chummy chummy with Mark, lol. I should not be allowed to hang out with boys any more. So there were a bunch of guys from school there that I was hanging out with, so I had a really good time. Basically anyone who is actually decent from my school was there.
Also, you may or may not know that the boy who I've decided to stalk this year (past boys being Grayson, Edward, Habiby, and Damien) is Mark. Now if you want to know what he looks like, you can look on my facebook, he's everywhere. Once you see him you'll notice the appeal right away. Skinny jeans (red ones at that), tight shirts, big indie glasses and funky belt buckles. Everything about him is indie to a laughable extreme. I think when he pointed out something ironic I DIED laughing. Its great. But anyway, for the first time, the guy I'm stalking doesn't just let me follow him around, he almost encourages me! He let me follow him by holding onto his shirt, he lets me hug him whenever, and I got to sit on his lap too. I'm really confused now, cuz usually the boy I'm stalking has no social life and therefor isn't sure what to do with me. So in the end its really me who is in control. Now, with Mark, he's totally socially adept, so its more him who has the control. I don't know what to do! Its too easy to get attached to the person you stalk when they're so...awesome.
Ugh but that's a problem for another time....
After Larkfest we went out to cracker barrel, which was amazing. Long story short, I have peppermint sticks plus I'm considering trying to be a vegitarian again.
Also, 2 different people asked if me and Mark were dating... goodness. I don't even want a boyfriend and people think I have one, woe is me...
Guess it could be worse eh? :P
Anyway so yesterday was Larkfest... holy crap that was a LOT of fun! I went last year, but this year tops last year, although last year was when I got all chummy chummy with Seth. Then again, this year I got all chummy chummy with Mark, lol. I should not be allowed to hang out with boys any more. So there were a bunch of guys from school there that I was hanging out with, so I had a really good time. Basically anyone who is actually decent from my school was there.
Also, you may or may not know that the boy who I've decided to stalk this year (past boys being Grayson, Edward, Habiby, and Damien) is Mark. Now if you want to know what he looks like, you can look on my facebook, he's everywhere. Once you see him you'll notice the appeal right away. Skinny jeans (red ones at that), tight shirts, big indie glasses and funky belt buckles. Everything about him is indie to a laughable extreme. I think when he pointed out something ironic I DIED laughing. Its great. But anyway, for the first time, the guy I'm stalking doesn't just let me follow him around, he almost encourages me! He let me follow him by holding onto his shirt, he lets me hug him whenever, and I got to sit on his lap too. I'm really confused now, cuz usually the boy I'm stalking has no social life and therefor isn't sure what to do with me. So in the end its really me who is in control. Now, with Mark, he's totally socially adept, so its more him who has the control. I don't know what to do! Its too easy to get attached to the person you stalk when they're so...awesome.
Ugh but that's a problem for another time....
After Larkfest we went out to cracker barrel, which was amazing. Long story short, I have peppermint sticks plus I'm considering trying to be a vegitarian again.
Also, 2 different people asked if me and Mark were dating... goodness. I don't even want a boyfriend and people think I have one, woe is me...
Guess it could be worse eh? :P
Thursday, September 17, 2009
When fate calls, will you pick up?
I did! Hehe, so I was doing homework right. In a pretty bad mood, tho kenji helped cheer me up a lot. Someone calls my cellphone but its like a really weird area code and stuff so I totally don't pick up. The same person calls again, so I'm like okay might as well, and I pick up. Normally I'd just let it keep ringing. Ah but this time I picked up...and guessssss who called?!?!
Seth! From basic training... I couldn't even believe it, I ran up to my room and shut the door. We only got to talk for 10 minutes. His time was limited and I had no money on my phone, lol. It was really amazing though. We talked about his training and school for me. We talked about writing letters (apparently I have to write a letter every day, and he'll send one every day now, lol). Also, he said he had to hide the picture I sent cuz he didn't want the guys to see. I was like, ouch...and then I said to him, what trying to hide the cute picture? Don't ask don't tell (seth is such a fairy as I always say). Anyway, it really cheered me up. I'm really happy now, hopeful. Should I write a letter tonight and mail it?
Meh, too much work, I'll wait until tomorrow, lol.... now back to homework, what a draaaag :O
Seth! From basic training... I couldn't even believe it, I ran up to my room and shut the door. We only got to talk for 10 minutes. His time was limited and I had no money on my phone, lol. It was really amazing though. We talked about his training and school for me. We talked about writing letters (apparently I have to write a letter every day, and he'll send one every day now, lol). Also, he said he had to hide the picture I sent cuz he didn't want the guys to see. I was like, ouch...and then I said to him, what trying to hide the cute picture? Don't ask don't tell (seth is such a fairy as I always say). Anyway, it really cheered me up. I'm really happy now, hopeful. Should I write a letter tonight and mail it?
Meh, too much work, I'll wait until tomorrow, lol.... now back to homework, what a draaaag :O
Monday, September 14, 2009
I was reminded why I'm not a prep, and it was a good thing
So yeah that's my facebook status, here's the reason why...I don't feel like going into too great detail cuz I just got home 15 minutes ago and I've been away for 15 hours so I'd like to just relax.
I was in the senior lounge, a really nice room with couches and music for seniors only (at school of course). While I had a free I was trying to do Chem homework, when I overheard an...interesting conversation. The girls were talking about going to Mexico with friends (no adults) and getting belly button rings they never told their parents about. Or this one girl was talking about how she cant get a boyfriend because, as she put it, she's so easy they'd rather just "get" with her instead of date her, since it takes no work. She literally said "I mean I basically give it out for free"
They then went to talk about last weeks party where they were so drunk they couldn't even spell their own names...
I'm so glad I'm not popular sometimes. Excuse me, I'm so glad I'm not popular all the time. I'd be too afraid I'd go down the horrible path almost all the popular girls at my school have gone. And I do mean almost all, my school is so small I know every girl who goes so I can say that for sure. I just can't understand it. But whatever, their life is their life, they can do with it as they please.
I was in the senior lounge, a really nice room with couches and music for seniors only (at school of course). While I had a free I was trying to do Chem homework, when I overheard an...interesting conversation. The girls were talking about going to Mexico with friends (no adults) and getting belly button rings they never told their parents about. Or this one girl was talking about how she cant get a boyfriend because, as she put it, she's so easy they'd rather just "get" with her instead of date her, since it takes no work. She literally said "I mean I basically give it out for free"
They then went to talk about last weeks party where they were so drunk they couldn't even spell their own names...
I'm so glad I'm not popular sometimes. Excuse me, I'm so glad I'm not popular all the time. I'd be too afraid I'd go down the horrible path almost all the popular girls at my school have gone. And I do mean almost all, my school is so small I know every girl who goes so I can say that for sure. I just can't understand it. But whatever, their life is their life, they can do with it as they please.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Asian Goodness!
So I went to the Asian market today...its literally called the Asian Market... its this really huge almost grocery store sized place that just opened. Its now my favorite and mother and I stop there almost every time after piano now, haha. Today I decided to buy some weird stuff if I could... and this is my bounty!
Full shot of what I got (excluding the 3 packs of dumplings and 1 thing of shumai)
Strawberry, Lychee and Mango flavored pudding! Really delicious!
(country of origin: Japan)
White rice cakes, as it says...really gooey and really gross. Smells like alcohol, like sake :(
(country of origin: China)
Chocolate Bread...epicly delicious. I first had this in Mitsuwa and I love all the flavors except for cheese, although mother really liked that one
(country of origin: Japan)
This is Mellon Cake...its basically like mellon bread and its really yummy, this is my favorite flavor of bread. (yes in Japan they have many unusual flavors of bread)
(country of origin: China, although its more popular in Japan)
Prepared Shredded Squid...yup... I said I wanted to get some weird stuff. Okay so actually it doesn't taste too bad, but its painfully strong and fishy tasting. Also, the smell can stink up a room if you leave it open there for like 5 minutes, haha.
(country of origin: Japan)
Taro chips...taro being a vegetable over in Asian apparently...I think this is its roots, look it up...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Taro#Japan
(country of origin: Vietnam)
Full shot of what I got (excluding the 3 packs of dumplings and 1 thing of shumai)
Strawberry, Lychee and Mango flavored pudding! Really delicious!
(country of origin: Japan)
White rice cakes, as it says...really gooey and really gross. Smells like alcohol, like sake :(
(country of origin: China)
Chocolate Bread...epicly delicious. I first had this in Mitsuwa and I love all the flavors except for cheese, although mother really liked that one
(country of origin: Japan)
This is Mellon Cake...its basically like mellon bread and its really yummy, this is my favorite flavor of bread. (yes in Japan they have many unusual flavors of bread)
(country of origin: China, although its more popular in Japan)
Prepared Shredded Squid...yup... I said I wanted to get some weird stuff. Okay so actually it doesn't taste too bad, but its painfully strong and fishy tasting. Also, the smell can stink up a room if you leave it open there for like 5 minutes, haha.
(country of origin: Japan)
Taro chips...taro being a vegetable over in Asian apparently...I think this is its roots, look it up...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Taro#Japan
(country of origin: Vietnam)
Saturday, September 12, 2009
It Just Hit Me
So my parents are getting divorced. I wasn't supposed to really bring it up until it was official, but its getting very serious now, lawyers are doing all the talking between them these days it seems. But anyway, I never really grasped that mother was getting divorced because I never really saw them as married. As you may or may not know, my parents have...well you cant even call it a bad relationship because I'm not sure its much of a relationship at all. The last time my parents in love was... well I was either too young to remember, or it was before I was born. Mother confirms.
But back to the point...today it finally hit me that my parents were breaking a life long promise and commitment. They took vows till death do us part...and now its like breaking that to pieces and stepping all over it. I mean as you know I'm not religious so its not the whole "going against God" part that bothers me...but even if you don't have to worry about that, you're still making a promise to stay together forever, and yet so often we break it.
It sort of causes a disillusionment in children I think, that marriage isn't as serious as it should be because you can get a divorce any ol' time. I know for me I realized today its why I have incredibly cynical views on love (and if it even exists). I dunno, its just for the first time I was really upset about the whole thing, and its really breaking my trust in the possibility of finding a love that will last the test of time. Of course, I also understand human beings are a social creature and no matter how much I just want to avoid the whole love game, I know I have to play it like everyone else. I just hope I'm luckier than mother....
But back to the point...today it finally hit me that my parents were breaking a life long promise and commitment. They took vows till death do us part...and now its like breaking that to pieces and stepping all over it. I mean as you know I'm not religious so its not the whole "going against God" part that bothers me...but even if you don't have to worry about that, you're still making a promise to stay together forever, and yet so often we break it.
It sort of causes a disillusionment in children I think, that marriage isn't as serious as it should be because you can get a divorce any ol' time. I know for me I realized today its why I have incredibly cynical views on love (and if it even exists). I dunno, its just for the first time I was really upset about the whole thing, and its really breaking my trust in the possibility of finding a love that will last the test of time. Of course, I also understand human beings are a social creature and no matter how much I just want to avoid the whole love game, I know I have to play it like everyone else. I just hope I'm luckier than mother....
Letters and such
So yesterday I got a letter from Seth... I'm super happy about it, its all super cute. Also, today I'm going out to see Edward and the movie Gamer. I don't really have much to say besides just telling people I got the letter and that I'm in a better mood. When I get back I promise to edit this blog and put something more important in it, haha.
Edit:
Okay so Gamer was seriously epic, I loveeed it. I keep hearing people diss it, but its probably the best movie I've seen all year. In fact I'm calling it my favorite movie of the year!
Anyway, I went shopping yesterday and today and bought a crap load of locker decoration type stuff, mirror, white board, magnets and such. I'm going to have my own super amazing locker, I'll post pics too. Also, in Seth's letter he said he wanted a picture of me, so I'm like PHOTO OPP! Now I have a million pics to sort through, haha. Lets see what else. Oh yeah I suddenly have a lot a lot of homework and I can't even get a handle on it. I'm not sure how I'm going to make it through the year. I'm just glad I finally have a planner, I felt totally lost for two days without it <3
Also, I should be doing homework now...maybe I'll do a little but I'm not sure I'll get to it. Well I have all of tomorrow, all that's going on is I have piano at 12pm... damn I need to practice for that...gah! >.>
Anyway I'm off... too twitchy to sit here and blog...
P.S. I bought this awesome and huge hard cover lined notebook. Its my favorite of the millions of notebooks I buy (its beyond an addiction). I hope for once I write in more than just the first few pages of this one. Aka I hope I use this one up before buying and moving on to a knew one... but that obsession is a totally different story that is best left for another time, haha.
Edit:
Okay so Gamer was seriously epic, I loveeed it. I keep hearing people diss it, but its probably the best movie I've seen all year. In fact I'm calling it my favorite movie of the year!
Anyway, I went shopping yesterday and today and bought a crap load of locker decoration type stuff, mirror, white board, magnets and such. I'm going to have my own super amazing locker, I'll post pics too. Also, in Seth's letter he said he wanted a picture of me, so I'm like PHOTO OPP! Now I have a million pics to sort through, haha. Lets see what else. Oh yeah I suddenly have a lot a lot of homework and I can't even get a handle on it. I'm not sure how I'm going to make it through the year. I'm just glad I finally have a planner, I felt totally lost for two days without it <3
Also, I should be doing homework now...maybe I'll do a little but I'm not sure I'll get to it. Well I have all of tomorrow, all that's going on is I have piano at 12pm... damn I need to practice for that...gah! >.>
Anyway I'm off... too twitchy to sit here and blog...
P.S. I bought this awesome and huge hard cover lined notebook. Its my favorite of the millions of notebooks I buy (its beyond an addiction). I hope for once I write in more than just the first few pages of this one. Aka I hope I use this one up before buying and moving on to a knew one... but that obsession is a totally different story that is best left for another time, haha.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Calm Rant
I hate school...I hate hate hate it...not because I have to learn, I'm actually okay with that. I hate school because taking 4 APs is really stressful and I'm already having trouble trying to keep my head level. And I don't want any "you'll be fine" sorta thing from anyone. I took only 2 APs last year, I know what they're like and the work they involve. I know exactly what I've got myself into. I know it'll be possible to do well and I know it will be horrible.
Also I just spent and hour making and then printing out my schedule since the one they gave me got all mashed up...its beautiful btw (pictures below).
PICS OR IT DIDN'T HAPPEN...lol hur's the proof --->
Also also, I've yet to get a letter from you know who....and I'm starting to freak out and mother is saying he's purposely not mailing me and I want to cry about it. Want to, but I'm not going to... too much work to do.
Another point (cuz I'm sick of saying also)... this kid Mark I met randomly at a track meet is now going to our school and I'm beyond excited. I have to hug this kid every time I see him, lol. He's my new favorite academy boy and yes I will be obsessed with him for a while (but don't worry, with exception of Edward, these things never last). Also, someone tried to convince me that Edward was ugly and pock marked and creepy and gross. I got very....VERY...angry. I was threatening to rip faces off, lol (literally).
Second to last... Crazy Loop and all that good music is seriously saving me from a dark dark place, lol. The happy upbeat music picks me up really fast. Although it does so less and less each time I listen. I fear it will not help for much longer, and then what?
Aaaand finally... mother and I really aren't getting along right now. I'm stressed from school and soccer, and she's stressed over her mother and the whole cancer thing. Oh yeah, my grandmother has cancer, and that is really bad cuz I actually LIKE this relative. We're all upset. She keeps losing weight, she's down to like 108. She's like 5'5"....she shouldn't weight that little...she's lost like over 20 pounds. I'm really scared...but ENOUGH SAD TALK....
Back to homework, ha! >.>
Also I just spent and hour making and then printing out my schedule since the one they gave me got all mashed up...its beautiful btw (pictures below).
PICS OR IT DIDN'T HAPPEN...lol hur's the proof --->
Also also, I've yet to get a letter from you know who....and I'm starting to freak out and mother is saying he's purposely not mailing me and I want to cry about it. Want to, but I'm not going to... too much work to do.
Another point (cuz I'm sick of saying also)... this kid Mark I met randomly at a track meet is now going to our school and I'm beyond excited. I have to hug this kid every time I see him, lol. He's my new favorite academy boy and yes I will be obsessed with him for a while (but don't worry, with exception of Edward, these things never last). Also, someone tried to convince me that Edward was ugly and pock marked and creepy and gross. I got very....VERY...angry. I was threatening to rip faces off, lol (literally).
Second to last... Crazy Loop and all that good music is seriously saving me from a dark dark place, lol. The happy upbeat music picks me up really fast. Although it does so less and less each time I listen. I fear it will not help for much longer, and then what?
Aaaand finally... mother and I really aren't getting along right now. I'm stressed from school and soccer, and she's stressed over her mother and the whole cancer thing. Oh yeah, my grandmother has cancer, and that is really bad cuz I actually LIKE this relative. We're all upset. She keeps losing weight, she's down to like 108. She's like 5'5"....she shouldn't weight that little...she's lost like over 20 pounds. I'm really scared...but ENOUGH SAD TALK....
Back to homework, ha! >.>
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Life is life is life
I'm not even sure what to blog about... I'm feeling really emotionally off...
All I know is that I'm really really really hopping that I get a letter in the mail tomorrow... or else I just might cry...
Also, I want to see Gamer...and I REALLY want to see Jennifer's Body
Plus, I'm feeling let down by one of my friends, it really brought my mood down more. The whole fact that school starts thursday, piano starts up friday, the ACTs are saturday and the real soccer season just started up....has got me running all over the place feeling sicker than ever.
In fact I've been feeling physically and emotionally unwell for a long time now...what is going on with me...
All I know is that I'm really really really hopping that I get a letter in the mail tomorrow... or else I just might cry...
Also, I want to see Gamer...and I REALLY want to see Jennifer's Body
Plus, I'm feeling let down by one of my friends, it really brought my mood down more. The whole fact that school starts thursday, piano starts up friday, the ACTs are saturday and the real soccer season just started up....has got me running all over the place feeling sicker than ever.
In fact I've been feeling physically and emotionally unwell for a long time now...what is going on with me...
Photo Finish
So you may or may not know I love photography...and I do occasionally dabble in photo editing. Although I have no real editing software so it does cause problems, haha. Anyway, I just uploaded a buncha new pictures on my deviant art...
The new pics start with Bee's Knees and end at The Colorful Buckets...although you can look through my whole gallery if you want. But I'd just love it if you guys would take a look and either comment on the picture or leave one hear...
I'll take criticism or just likes/don't likes... the critisicsm will be most welcomed as I'm really trying to become a better photographer. I wanted to go to college for photography, but it seems I'm going to go in a different direction. Also, I don't have a good camera at all so my pics aren't exactly amazing or anything >.>
Gallery link: http://dnotaku.deviantart.com/gallery/
The new pics start with Bee's Knees and end at The Colorful Buckets...although you can look through my whole gallery if you want. But I'd just love it if you guys would take a look and either comment on the picture or leave one hear...
I'll take criticism or just likes/don't likes... the critisicsm will be most welcomed as I'm really trying to become a better photographer. I wanted to go to college for photography, but it seems I'm going to go in a different direction. Also, I don't have a good camera at all so my pics aren't exactly amazing or anything >.>
Gallery link: http://dnotaku.deviantart.com/gallery/
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Vermont
So some things shocked me about Vermont....
here are some basic things I learned about the state...
- they're very environmentally conscious (hybrid cars, recycling everywhere, "eco friendly" products in every shop)
- everyone has waaaay too many dogs, everyone had one and was walking them EVERYWHERE
In fact we went to an art museum entirely filled with "dog" art
- A lot of people were biking, including the elderly
- lesbian women swarmed the tourist attractions...
- and the worst....no cell phone service, like anywhere :'(
But it wasn't all bad! I got some really delicious Apple Butter, which I am eating now...AND I found an old fashion glass Coke bottle...pictures of both to follow
I took a lot of pictures at the priory...I'm not sure if I'm putting them on facebook, my blog, photobucket, or deviantart...
here are some basic things I learned about the state...
- they're very environmentally conscious (hybrid cars, recycling everywhere, "eco friendly" products in every shop)
- everyone has waaaay too many dogs, everyone had one and was walking them EVERYWHERE
In fact we went to an art museum entirely filled with "dog" art
- A lot of people were biking, including the elderly
- lesbian women swarmed the tourist attractions...
- and the worst....no cell phone service, like anywhere :'(
But it wasn't all bad! I got some really delicious Apple Butter, which I am eating now...AND I found an old fashion glass Coke bottle...pictures of both to follow
I took a lot of pictures at the priory...I'm not sure if I'm putting them on facebook, my blog, photobucket, or deviantart...
Songs for you
So through this or that I end up having songs that remind me of certain people...and seeing as I loveeee lists and organizing (seriously) I want to list them out by person...I hope I don't forget anything
Okay I tried to include most of the songs I associate with people. A few were left out because I didn't feel like adding any more people with just one song to their name, or that person wasn't important enough for me to list....so yeay! Some people have songs that all have major deep meaning (in green), some people have songs with song names that totally describe how I feel for them, and some people have random silly songs for them (in purple), LOL... good times <3
Andrew Drumm - The Downfall Of Us All by A Day To Remember
Learning How To Smile by Everclear
Dark Blue by Jack's Mannequin
I Woke Up in a Car by Something Corporate
Earthquake by Family Force 5
Konstantine by Something Corporate
Andrew Hall - Wherever I May Roam by Metallica
Charles Daugherty - Tsugaru 180 by Revenge vs. DE-SIRE vs. Vospi
Fallon - Saku by Dir en Grey
Wings Of A Butterfly by HIM
Ian - I Came 2 Party by Cinema Bizarre
I Will Follow You Into The Dark by Death Cab For Cutie
Trouble by NeverShoutNever!
The Way She Feels by Between The Trees
Gay Bar by Electric Six
River Below by Billy Talent
Anything by Three Days Grace
Izzy - White Night ~True Light
Oh Oh Oh Sexy Vampire by Fright Ranger
Caramelldansen by Caramell
Jesus - The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot by Brand New
Ice Monster by Minus The Bear
All Hail the Heartbreaker by The Spill Canvas
Kenji - If You're Not The One by Daniel Bedingfield
The Device Has Been Modified by Victims of Science
I'm Gunna Be by The Proclaimers
Anything by Ferry Corsten
Falling In Love At A Coffee Shop by Landon Pigg
Maybe I'm A Lion by Black Mages
Matthew Mahar - The Device Has Been Modified by Victims of Science
^^^ (sorry kenji he GAVE me portal, and I watched him play it)
Metroid Prime soundtrack
Still Alive - portal soundtrack
The Picard Song by DarkMateria
Maxwell - All Over Your Face by Cazwell
Niara Banks - Gee by Girls' Generation
Caramelldansen by Caramell
Remmy - Crazy Loop (Mm-ma-ma) by Crazy Loop
Joanna (Shut Up!) by Crazy Loop
Vegetable Juice (Po pi po) by Hatsune Miku
Welcome To The Black Parade by My Chemical Romance
hay remmy....WHEN I WAS (inside joke people)
Sam Mosher - Black Cherry by Acid Black Cherry
Purple Line by DBSK (Korean or Japanese version)
Vanilla by Gackt Job
Seth - Henrietta by The Fratellis (or aaanything else by them)
El Scorcho by Weezer
The City Is At War by Cobra Starship
Pump It by Black Eyed Peas
What Went Wrong by Blink-182
Little Busters by the pillows (and yes you specifically DON'T capitalize any letters in their name)
Anything that's ska or any song I'm playing on Rock Band (not on their own but only while being played on the game)
p.s. I JUST LOST THE GAME, lol
Stefan - Congratulations I Hate You by Alesana
Breaking the Habit by Linkin Park
Until The Day I Die by Story of the Year
I Miss You by Blink-182
One Winged Angel by Nobuo Uematsu
Zach Cramer - The Hitcher by Noel Fielding and Julian Barratt (aka The Mighty Boosh)
NOEL FIELDING - Cars by Gary Numan lolol (get the joke anyone?)
^^^ also if this could be SUPER green, I'd make it... lol
This brought back good, bad, and crazy memories ^_^
Okay I tried to include most of the songs I associate with people. A few were left out because I didn't feel like adding any more people with just one song to their name, or that person wasn't important enough for me to list....so yeay! Some people have songs that all have major deep meaning (in green), some people have songs with song names that totally describe how I feel for them, and some people have random silly songs for them (in purple), LOL... good times <3
Andrew Drumm - The Downfall Of Us All by A Day To Remember
Learning How To Smile by Everclear
Dark Blue by Jack's Mannequin
I Woke Up in a Car by Something Corporate
Earthquake by Family Force 5
Konstantine by Something Corporate
Andrew Hall - Wherever I May Roam by Metallica
Charles Daugherty - Tsugaru 180 by Revenge vs. DE-SIRE vs. Vospi
Fallon - Saku by Dir en Grey
Wings Of A Butterfly by HIM
Ian - I Came 2 Party by Cinema Bizarre
I Will Follow You Into The Dark by Death Cab For Cutie
Trouble by NeverShoutNever!
The Way She Feels by Between The Trees
Gay Bar by Electric Six
River Below by Billy Talent
Anything by Three Days Grace
Izzy - White Night ~True Light
Oh Oh Oh Sexy Vampire by Fright Ranger
Caramelldansen by Caramell
Jesus - The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot by Brand New
Ice Monster by Minus The Bear
All Hail the Heartbreaker by The Spill Canvas
Kenji - If You're Not The One by Daniel Bedingfield
The Device Has Been Modified by Victims of Science
I'm Gunna Be by The Proclaimers
Anything by Ferry Corsten
Falling In Love At A Coffee Shop by Landon Pigg
Maybe I'm A Lion by Black Mages
Matthew Mahar - The Device Has Been Modified by Victims of Science
^^^ (sorry kenji he GAVE me portal, and I watched him play it)
Metroid Prime soundtrack
Still Alive - portal soundtrack
The Picard Song by DarkMateria
Maxwell - All Over Your Face by Cazwell
Niara Banks - Gee by Girls' Generation
Caramelldansen by Caramell
Remmy - Crazy Loop (Mm-ma-ma) by Crazy Loop
Joanna (Shut Up!) by Crazy Loop
Vegetable Juice (Po pi po) by Hatsune Miku
Welcome To The Black Parade by My Chemical Romance
hay remmy....WHEN I WAS (inside joke people)
Sam Mosher - Black Cherry by Acid Black Cherry
Purple Line by DBSK (Korean or Japanese version)
Vanilla by Gackt Job
Seth - Henrietta by The Fratellis (or aaanything else by them)
El Scorcho by Weezer
The City Is At War by Cobra Starship
Pump It by Black Eyed Peas
What Went Wrong by Blink-182
Little Busters by the pillows (and yes you specifically DON'T capitalize any letters in their name)
Anything that's ska or any song I'm playing on Rock Band (not on their own but only while being played on the game)
p.s. I JUST LOST THE GAME, lol
Stefan - Congratulations I Hate You by Alesana
Breaking the Habit by Linkin Park
Until The Day I Die by Story of the Year
I Miss You by Blink-182
One Winged Angel by Nobuo Uematsu
Zach Cramer - The Hitcher by Noel Fielding and Julian Barratt (aka The Mighty Boosh)
NOEL FIELDING - Cars by Gary Numan lolol (get the joke anyone?)
^^^ also if this could be SUPER green, I'd make it... lol
This brought back good, bad, and crazy memories ^_^
Saturday, September 5, 2009
From Vermont
So I'm on vacation in Vermont with my big brother Kenji and mother! As you may or may not know he's not my legit brother, but I wish he was....but anyway
We went to a lil shop called the country store...they had jams and old fashion toys and a room of candy and weird soda and all this neat stuff. We also visited a priary, which was interesting but sadly not as much as we'd thought it'd be. And finally we visited what I like to call the inhabited ghost town... it was a small set of shops but I swear to god it was either deserted, or you'd see two people in once place. I couldn't stand that, ughh.
Also, I bought a crap load of candy and took a crap load of pictures and have generally been doing many other me-like activities.
I dunno I'm really too lazy to blog...there's a wonderful fire and I had hot chocolate and I'm so tired and cozyyy. Lol also I dont feel like staying where the internet is (there isn't wifi in the rooms). I'll blog more tomorrow or something...we'll see :P
We went to a lil shop called the country store...they had jams and old fashion toys and a room of candy and weird soda and all this neat stuff. We also visited a priary, which was interesting but sadly not as much as we'd thought it'd be. And finally we visited what I like to call the inhabited ghost town... it was a small set of shops but I swear to god it was either deserted, or you'd see two people in once place. I couldn't stand that, ughh.
Also, I bought a crap load of candy and took a crap load of pictures and have generally been doing many other me-like activities.
I dunno I'm really too lazy to blog...there's a wonderful fire and I had hot chocolate and I'm so tired and cozyyy. Lol also I dont feel like staying where the internet is (there isn't wifi in the rooms). I'll blog more tomorrow or something...we'll see :P
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Because I have nothing better to do
1. How old will you be in five years?
22
2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
Everyone on my soccer team
3. How tall are you?
5′7" and 3/4"
4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
this upcoming 4 day weekend <3
5. What’s the last movie you saw?
Taking Woodstock
6. Who was the last person you called?
Sadly, my mother
7. Who was the last person to call you?
Also mother
8. What was the last text message you received?
"Um peter wants to know where ur gameis" failed grammar and all
9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
I don't check my voicemail (cept maybe once a month or less)
10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Oh, text for sure...hate calling
11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Specifically? Can't be sure...either Osu! or talking to friends online
12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
Married, soon to be divorced
13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
About 4-5 hours ago
14. What color are your eyes?
Brown
15. Do you own slippers?
Mismatchedbut I'd be hard pressed to find a pair
16. What are you wearing right now?
Soccer clothes and 2 fleece blankets <3
17. What is your favorite christmas song?
All I Want For Christmas Is You by My Chemical Romance
18. Where is your favorite place to be?
My house when no parents are home
19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
An outhouse
20. Africa-NewZealand-Japan?
Japan obviously
21. Where do you think you’ll be in 10 years?
Hopefully something to do with neuroscience or sex researcher....who knows (maybe in Japan <3)
22. Do you tan or burn?
Burn, then tan once the burn is gone
23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
Beetles from the mummy (that crawl under your skin) at the foot of my bed. Rapist/robbers at the window, monster under my bed, and spiders at the head of my bed.
24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
Katherine Dudeck being a tard in soccer
25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
Three working ones
26. When did you last get in an argument?
Earlier today in the car with mother...driving related
27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
I own a laptop, but I use the desktop more often...
28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
Somewhere in between ^_-
29. What color are your walls?
White
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
One
31. What is your favorite season?
Fall <3
32. What do you like about fall?
Well funny you mention that... the slightly chilly air, the beautiful trees, the apple picking, the apple products, the crisp smell in the air, the lack of heat...the breeze...I could go on
33. What do you like about winter?
Snow is beautiful, I love to stay inside on a cold day and cuddle up, warm fires, the sights, the fun snow activities, the once again lack of heat, the beautiful nights, the romance of it all...
34. What do you like about the summer?
Nothing -_-
35. What do you like about spring?
Its not summer...and I like rain <3
36. How many states have you lived in?
One
37. What states have you lived in?
NY
38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
bare feet
39. Are you a social person?
Oh yes
40. What was the last thing you ate?
Apple flavored chicken sausage
41. Have you tried escargo?
Gross, no
42. What is your favorite ice cream?
Green tea <3
43. What is your favorite dessert?
Probably strawberry shortcake
44. Have you ever had a Shirley Temple?
Probably way too man, but never enough <3
45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
Strawberry
46. Do you like Chinese food?
Indeed
47. Do you like coffee?
No, its bitter and gross...
48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
If I have soccer, 2 nalgenes full...if not...maybe none at all. I don't like water
49. What do you drink in the morning?
I'm either not awake, or I'm running off to school so I get nothing...though I suppose I enjoy iced tea
50. How often do you shower?
Once a day, twice occasionally on soccer days over the summer
51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
My bed is way too small, I'm always on the same side, the middle
52. Do you know how to play poker?
Only vaguely
Also, did you know September 2nd is the Internet's 40th birthday. 40 years ago to the date two computers shared files using a cable, and the internet was born! :D
P.S. yes I know seeing as its after 1am...its technically September 3rd...but shhhh
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Letters away!
So I finally wrote my first letter to Seth after getting his address like yesterday. I also drew a pretty cute lil picture at the bottom.
I'm really getting into drawing chibi characters, its pretty fun and something I can manage with my minimal artistic skill.
Also this is a really short post, yes...haha
the arrow next to it says <-- giant conversation heart (but this one is actually really delicious)
I'm really getting into drawing chibi characters, its pretty fun and something I can manage with my minimal artistic skill.
Also this is a really short post, yes...haha
the arrow next to it says <-- giant conversation heart (but this one is actually really delicious)
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Soccer soccer...
So our soccer team for school only has 12 people. You need 11 on a field at a time. We are having some problems...
Basically at this point we just have to hope and pray that no one gets injured. But already we're having problems. One girl is having knee pain that is forcing her to sit out during practices. Another has random back spasms that force her to walk when it acts up. And now I'm having hip problems. I talked to the trainer and he told me how to ice and stretch it. He said if it gets better then obviously it was something small. But if it doesn't get better and the pain spreads, then I have a really big issue. I just hope it goes away cuz last night I couldn't even walk it was so painful. It eclipses the nasty sunburn that I got.
Well I'm more worried about the team than myself, I'll be fine...but worse if I'm not fine then my team will be screwed against the scrimmage with Albany High this thursday.
Anyway, lets all hope for the best....
P.S. I'm still upset about the lack of Blink-182 last night :(
Basically at this point we just have to hope and pray that no one gets injured. But already we're having problems. One girl is having knee pain that is forcing her to sit out during practices. Another has random back spasms that force her to walk when it acts up. And now I'm having hip problems. I talked to the trainer and he told me how to ice and stretch it. He said if it gets better then obviously it was something small. But if it doesn't get better and the pain spreads, then I have a really big issue. I just hope it goes away cuz last night I couldn't even walk it was so painful. It eclipses the nasty sunburn that I got.
Well I'm more worried about the team than myself, I'll be fine...but worse if I'm not fine then my team will be screwed against the scrimmage with Albany High this thursday.
Anyway, lets all hope for the best....
P.S. I'm still upset about the lack of Blink-182 last night :(
Woo-ee-oo, I look just like Buddy Holly [but not Blink-182]
Okay so today was supposed to be a Blink-182 concert...and it was by amazing coincidence that I got a chance to go. It was like so beyond perfect that I could go, I just knew it had to be a sign. But, like 5 minutes before we leave for SPAC my friend gets a call...Blink-182 is not playing tonight. I start freaking out...I LOVE BLINK-182, they were the first band I ever liked...they broke up before I was old enough to really enjoy them...and then by the magic of some graceful power they got together. Of course it was all for naught and just a taunt for me because of course I would not see them in concert like I'd thought I would. The official reason has yet to be published but it goes something along the lines of a funeral being around the same time as the show, and they had to be there (or at least Travis did).
Anyway, my hopes and dreams were crushed. I just kept in mind that at least this didn't happen at an MCR concert....otherwise there would be no words right now, just me slamming my face on the keyboard.
Well, I suppose the good thing was that Weezer is really fun live...and I knew most of their songs and even some words, hurray! lol
Chester French and Taking Back Sunday were also there, but I don't listen to them.
Also, I got to see Ian...which was really niceeeee. Him and I don't see enough of each other. Also, this is to you Ian, I really regreat right before you left when I said there was no time for what you wanted to do...I should have found a way around it cuz I totally regret missing the chance... >.<
So all in all it was an exciting day, huzzah! Also, here's a phone pic...and yes its very shitty looking, lol.
Anyway, my hopes and dreams were crushed. I just kept in mind that at least this didn't happen at an MCR concert....otherwise there would be no words right now, just me slamming my face on the keyboard.
Well, I suppose the good thing was that Weezer is really fun live...and I knew most of their songs and even some words, hurray! lol
Chester French and Taking Back Sunday were also there, but I don't listen to them.
Also, I got to see Ian...which was really niceeeee. Him and I don't see enough of each other. Also, this is to you Ian, I really regreat right before you left when I said there was no time for what you wanted to do...I should have found a way around it cuz I totally regret missing the chance... >.<
So all in all it was an exciting day, huzzah! Also, here's a phone pic...and yes its very shitty looking, lol.
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