Uncomfortable Feelings

I feel so monogamous, and the feeling is weird... Every day I feel less and less willing to mess around with other people, or anyone actually. This has kinda been happening ever since the beginning of the school year. I found myself flirting less and less with the guys at school (cept for one, haha). I dunno, I guess its a good thing, but its obviously going to cause lots of problems and upset people. But this isn't the first time I've drifted to feeling more monogamous... I just kinda hope this time it sticks. I'm sick of drifting from one boy to the next. Its almost painful, and I couldn't stand it much longer, so I suppose this is a good break. I feel like even if I stop feeling the need to be monogamous, I still want to keep more to myself and not flirt around with all the guys. I don't mind being the flirty chick, but I really don't like seeing myself as the one who messes around with all the guys. So yeah... I'll wait and see what happens with that