Carnegie Mellon did NOT accept me into their college. I was pushed back onto the regular waitlist... I'm fucked. There's no chance for me at this point... mother and I have officially given up.
Today was also my AP Calculus BC exam... which sucked, but like I keep telling everyone, I've lost the ability to care.
Tomorrow is my 3rd in a row test... AP English. I can't even handle this shit any more
Today in track I passed out from dehydration, though I'm also assuming it has to do with the massive amounts of stress I'm under.
I almost started crying randomly while I was sitting down in the Pool Lobby doing nothing, waiting for practice to begin. I'm just not cut out for this kinda stress.
Ah fuck CMU, fuck APs, fuck all of that
I'm gunna run away and live in the mountains
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*glomps*
I am so, so sorry. I wish I were in Albany so I could give you an actual hug instead of just writing it. I wish I knew something to say that would make it better. The best I can do is, just make it through your last test, and keep your fingers crossed no matter how unlikely it may be. You never know. Last resort, get the waitlist and hire a hitman.
its kinda funny, ive always wanted to do that...live in the mountains that is, lol <3
lol I like the hitman idea :3
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