Pissed at life

I'm sorry to anyone I'm rude to tonight, but the whole mother thing and life in general has me in such a pissy mood.

Have you ever found a drink or a food you just LOVE so much, its like you cant get enough of it. But then after like months and months of eating/drinking nothing but that you find yourself suddenly so disgusted by what you once loved, you can't even go near it.

Well that's me with my school right now. I'm sick of the small school drama, being constantly surrounded by bitchy, shallow, and stupid women. I'm sick of the teachers, the building, the rules, everything! Walking on campus literally brings up a feeling of disgust, something I've never felt before for my school. I literally try to avoid everyone but my 2 female friends. I don't even like any of the male friends. The one guy who I thought I could get along with really well, I found out is a gay-hating republican... go figure....

I just have no idea what to do, and there really isn't anything to do, and YES I KNOW, I'm almost in college and once I'm there I wont have any problems like this.

Well gee, I'm almost dead too, and I wont have a single problem then, but that doesn't make it any easier now.

Wah, I should be happy about life because I finally have a purpose, and yet I just find myself feeling more lost and miserable than ever before....