Problems

Okay so I've noticed this every once in a while, but its never been something I sat down to really mull over.

Everyone knows I'm bipolar (probably medically, but since I'm getting better, might as well not tell anyone, lol)... but now I think I'm bipolar-ly ADHD...

I mean right now I can't even focus... all day I've been jittery, twitchy, energetic (even after track) and all that jazz... right now my legs are both shaking violently.

I also did beyond miserably on this chem test today because I couldn't think straight to do the problems well. Right now I'm literally a half second away from crying because I HAVE to write this essay before 9pm, but I just can't force myself to sit and work on it. This is a serious issue. Usually I'm just being lazy and don't do my work, but right now I'm totally willing to do it... but my body is screaming at me to go stand up and do something else. I can't even handle it!

I don't know what to do... because I'm not like this all the time, so I can't really say I'm ADHD... I mean I'll have periods where I'm more focused than most teenagers I know! It's the inconsistency that kills me... I forget how bad I get in the low moments.

ARGH I'M JUST STALLING RIGHT NOW :(

p.s. I really really really really don't want to work... I literally did Chinese homework just to stall because its the easiest homework I have >.>